OH MY GOSH HE ASKED FOR A HUG AND HIS BUDDY CAME RUNNING IM GONNA CRY
wanting to talk to someone really bad
but they ignore your message
and you see them talking to other people
Izzo (H.O.V.A.) | Jay-Z
One of those that comes this late at night when you’re high as fuck with nothing but your loneliness and thoughts.
It made me wonder the following:
Do I like me? Like would I want to be my friend?
If so, or if no…WHY? What do you not like about you?
How can you improve that and make it something positive?
But why is it so easy for me to find the negative rather than positive? (referring to myself)
What does that say about me? Am I being too mean to myself or I’m too cynical and full of it?
Can people tell the difference? Am I just a bitch?
DAMN! How did his happen?
What fucked me up like this? Where did I take the wrong turn?
Why do I not like myself?
Will I ever like myself?
Am I crazy?
After some tears… you have to tell yourself you love yourself because it’s the only way you can keep from „,It’s the only way to keep the demons at bay.
It’s so hard to be positive. I don’t like being sad. I hope I find that within myself that I once had.
I can’t wait to be a mom so one day I can shower my kids with so much love they will love themselves back the way I never could.